Dammit I Changed Again

Have you ever walked through a room
But it was more like the room passed around you
Like there was a leash around your neck that pulled you through

Have you ever been out someplace
Recognizing everybody's face
Until you realize that there was no one there you knew
Well, I know

Some days, my soul's confined and out of mind
Sleep forever
Some days, I'm so outshined and out of time
Have you ever

Falling, I'm falling

Have you ever buried your face in your hands
Cause no one around you understands
Or has the slightest idea what it is that makes you be
Have you ever felt like there was more
Like someone else was keeping score
And what could make you whole was simply out of reach
Well I know

Someday I'll try again and not pretend
This time forever
Someday I'll get it straight but not today
Have you ever

Back in Uniten, and learning some things were never meant to stay the same. Learning that the irony of people asking me how things have been going and replying that things never change can be an everyday blessing.

Anger:
That she left without telling me

Happy:
That she found someplace to go to

Sad:
That I'll be loosing a company

Jealous:
That someone can start a new life and I'm stuck in this never ending loop.

Nothing changes in my life.
Except the people around me.
Trying to catch my breath again...

Lyrics courtesy of Offspring- Have you ever