Blood Money and Fringe Benefits
Okay okay. Fine. So I have been a lazy basted sitting around and sleeping all day. Sheesh. Is there really no such thing as privacy and solitude in this world anymore? What happened to my freedom?
"There is no such thing as Choices, Freedom is but an Illussion."
--Legacy of Kain, Soul Reaver
Thank you but that didn't solve the question. Sure I have only 1 class a week, and I haven't really accomplished anything so far. But at least I made some money (half of which I intend to donate to charity) and I'm trying to quit smoking. Is that something worthwhile mentioning? It's my own war?
"All warfare is based on imagination and illusions."
-- Tsun Tzu
Okay fine. All within a period of one month of bumming around. I know I said I should have been doing my internship but I guess Karma of constantly mentioning it finally came up. There are subjects that need repeating and I get a heart attack and a migraine each time I think about it. (Took me a few mins to actually resume my typing) I think it's about time I earn some freedom.
"Therefore, Freedom is nothing but a war."
--Tsun Tzu and Kain coming with Terms.
Say what??
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I've been yearning this for a while now and yet, now that it's here, it doesn't seem all that cracked up to be. Despite doing the internship that I so looked forward to, I found myself travelling on 120kph a day again with my Little Pet Car Kelisa for one miserable class a day. In fact, that class doesn't even have a mid-term exam. Just a lot of pushy assignments. I found myself very idle sometimes that it drives me outta my skull.
Oh yeah, and the big news is, I'm trying to quit smoking. No more Mr. Malboro at 4am in the morning staring at the computer screen and trying to be creative. I've had it with Ciggarettes ruining my sack of flesh. If I ruin my brain anymore, I might as well stick myself into a coma. And watch myself in a dazy dream sequence as I roll up the entire Universe (Damn Katamari soundtrack stuck in my head). Been addicted to a life of jogging. Something that would take chains and handcuffs to drag me out of bed to start doing. Yet, last monday, did only half around the park and started puking. I've tried new games like We <3 Katamari Damacy, Guilty Gear XX-Slash, and even watched Omniwusha 5. But... Yet... Boredom takes place later on. I've even been DM-ing for D&D. Something a little different. But sometimes, eventually, my thirst for thrill isn't fulfilled. And if you haven't noticed yet, I NEED SOMETHING NEW IN MY LIFE!, the same old repetitive motion is killing me.
(Yes... Apparently... It's the lack of Nicotine in my brain that's doing this to me. Well, everything demands a sacrifice. And I hope I will achieve something. Someday.)
But seriously, if you want something that I've been doing lately, it's probably working at Bond in Avenue K, cleaning my eyes till it hurts. Honestly, it shames me to see that majority of the people visiting clubs these days are Malays.
Song of Today:
Theory of a Dead Man - Santa Monica
"There is no such thing as Choices, Freedom is but an Illussion."
--Legacy of Kain, Soul Reaver
Thank you but that didn't solve the question. Sure I have only 1 class a week, and I haven't really accomplished anything so far. But at least I made some money (half of which I intend to donate to charity) and I'm trying to quit smoking. Is that something worthwhile mentioning? It's my own war?
"All warfare is based on imagination and illusions."
-- Tsun Tzu
Okay fine. All within a period of one month of bumming around. I know I said I should have been doing my internship but I guess Karma of constantly mentioning it finally came up. There are subjects that need repeating and I get a heart attack and a migraine each time I think about it. (Took me a few mins to actually resume my typing) I think it's about time I earn some freedom.
"Therefore, Freedom is nothing but a war."
--Tsun Tzu and Kain coming with Terms.
Say what??
---
I've been yearning this for a while now and yet, now that it's here, it doesn't seem all that cracked up to be. Despite doing the internship that I so looked forward to, I found myself travelling on 120kph a day again with my Little Pet Car Kelisa for one miserable class a day. In fact, that class doesn't even have a mid-term exam. Just a lot of pushy assignments. I found myself very idle sometimes that it drives me outta my skull.
Oh yeah, and the big news is, I'm trying to quit smoking. No more Mr. Malboro at 4am in the morning staring at the computer screen and trying to be creative. I've had it with Ciggarettes ruining my sack of flesh. If I ruin my brain anymore, I might as well stick myself into a coma. And watch myself in a dazy dream sequence as I roll up the entire Universe (Damn Katamari soundtrack stuck in my head). Been addicted to a life of jogging. Something that would take chains and handcuffs to drag me out of bed to start doing. Yet, last monday, did only half around the park and started puking. I've tried new games like We <3 Katamari Damacy, Guilty Gear XX-Slash, and even watched Omniwusha 5. But... Yet... Boredom takes place later on. I've even been DM-ing for D&D. Something a little different. But sometimes, eventually, my thirst for thrill isn't fulfilled. And if you haven't noticed yet, I NEED SOMETHING NEW IN MY LIFE!, the same old repetitive motion is killing me.
(Yes... Apparently... It's the lack of Nicotine in my brain that's doing this to me. Well, everything demands a sacrifice. And I hope I will achieve something. Someday.)
But seriously, if you want something that I've been doing lately, it's probably working at Bond in Avenue K, cleaning my eyes till it hurts. Honestly, it shames me to see that majority of the people visiting clubs these days are Malays.
Song of Today:
Theory of a Dead Man - Santa Monica
