Recovering Amnesia

Shit.

Sometimes, you're happy in life that nothing is complicating. Things are stressful but yet there ain't much commotion. You gotta keep your pace at work, and more work, then tomorrow is a brand new day to do more work. After work is done, it's that thing you do to keep the stress meter down. Be it a drink at a mamaks, a few hours in front of the computer or PS2, Dining at exotic locations or clubbing, or even cuddling in a futon at a foreign country. Tonight, I feel fucked. Got two exams difficult exams tomorrow, and soon I'll be doing my practical. My practical? Seems vague and full of nothingness. Feels like I'm immortal and what's another few years of suffering to me? You are what you are now. Time doesn't pass by as fast as you think. Everyday is waiting for that damn clock to put his hands in the right kamasutra position and you'll get yourself outta class. Or meet that special person. or just play your brains out.

You don't need to look at the past to remember who you are.

And then, I did.

(bear with the BM if some of you don't mind. Otherwise this is a good post.)

tanda-tanda anda bayi tahun 80-an:

kita membesar dgn menonton G-Force, He-man, Transformers, Thundercats, Silver Hawk, Woody Woodpecker, Chipmunks and Mickey Mouse. Not to forget Ninja Turtles, Mask, Smurfs dan Voltron.

berus gigi time waktu rehat kat skolah rendah?...hmm, mesti pegang cawan warna-warni kan. mencangkung kat tepi parit dgn classmates semua kat
seblah...

ingat tak, misi kat skolah masuk kelas dgn list dentist appointment. pastu bunyi gigi member kite kene gerudi kat bilik sebelah. ada gigi yang berlubang, kene laa tampal.

ni sure korang igt...program minum susu di skolah. nak galakkan budak2 time tuh minum susu. sekotak 30 sen jek beb...

cikgu2 kalau nak denda, mesti guna pembaris panjang warna kuning tu. pukul tapak tangan...kan?

semangkuk mi sup ke, mihun sup ke, 30 sen jek kat kantin.

Hankyu Jaya, Yaohan - shopping complex yang popular utk meluangkan masa dgn family. ni for those yg dok KL laa

time skolah menengah, korang sure beli kasut skolah Bata BM Turbo atau Pallas Jazz. ada yang suka kasut high-cut yang buatan china tu...ada yang suka stoking
tebal laaa...

internet? email? mendalah ape tu?

CD? ape tu? kaset tape penah laa dgr. tiket wayang pun 5 inggit je.

kite pegi kedai runcit, beli Chickerdis, Mamee , Kum Kum, UFO, O-Ya, Ding Dang chocolate balls yang ada mainan kat dlm die, 'telur' keras warna warni, rokok' chewing gum, KIKI Bubble Gum.

tak dilupakan, 'Ti Kam'.

bile dah abih exam, main Monopoly la, Donkey la, Happy Family laa dlm class.

tapi bunyi loceng laa yang paling best skali. boleh beli aiskrim ngan apek kat luar skola tuh...

lagi satu loceng masa nak pegi rehat. tinggal kan keje skolah, jom kita pegi makan. budak2 yg dpt Rancangan Makanan Tambahan (RMT) mesti kluar awal.

lagi satu yang seronok mase time Pendidikan Jasmani, PJ. main bola laa, rounders laa...

permainan kegemaran, main guli, batu seremban, penutup botol, batang aiskrim, 'Pepsi Cola one-two-three', 'Police & Sentry', kejar2 duduk...

kita hilangkan dahaga dgn aiskrim 10 sen. yang tube aiskrim, ada byk2 color tu. kalau nak makan, kene patahkan kat tengah2 die!

lipat kertas kecik2, pastuh buat lastik. hmmm..ni pun kita main dulu ni. baling2 kapur laa.

hmm...budak2 kat university skarang, kebanyakannye lahir thn 1987/88. skarang digelar 'remaja'.

bagi diorg, diorg mane penah dgr lagu 'We Are the World, We Are the Children...' dan lagu 'Uptown Girl' yang diorg tau, yg Westlife nyanyi....bkn Billy Joel nyanyi...

bagi diorg, ada satu je Jerman kat dunia ni, dan ade satu je Vietnam.

AIDS wujud sejak diorg lahir.

CD pun wujud time diorg lahir.

Michael Jackson dah putih dah time tu.

Diorg percaya Spiderman dgn Incredible Hulk tu filem2 baru.

Diorg tak bley bayangkan skrin hitam putih utk sebuah komputer.

Diorg tak penah tau pun 'Atari' dgn 'Game & Watch'.

Diorg tak percaya penah ada TV hitam putih...dan diorg skarang tak reti nak switch on TV kalau xde remote control.

dan diorg tak paham macam mane kite boleh survive dkt universiti tanpa handphone...

hmm...jom kite check, kite ni dah tua ke:

1. korg paham ape yang korang baca kat atas ni, dan korg sure tersenyum

2. kebanyakan member2 skolah menengah kite dah kawin

3. korg sure pelik bile nengok bdak2 kecik main komputer, selamba je

4. kita geleng kepala bile nengok bdak2 skolah menengah guna handphone

5. kita dah tak byk sembang2 dgn member melalui telefon lagi setiap hari

6. bile jumpe member lame dari semasa ke semasa, seronok bile bersembang pasal cerite2 lame, cerite2 kelakar yang kite alami mase dulu time kecik2, nakal2 dulu...

7. last skali, bile dah bace email ni, korang akan terpikir utk forwardkan dkt member2 lame korg. Sure diorg suke punye laa...hehehe

Yaa, kite pun dah semakin tua!!

Teringat zaman2 dulu kan?

Cheers to the 80s babies!!!


p/s: Yeah. I know I'm not the type to actually do forwarded stuff, but this thing caught my attention. And if this struck something deep within me, I'm going to make sure everyone else suffers it as well.



I don't wanna die just yet.
Cheers, to a Longer Lasting Life.

All these Things that I've Done

Been a while, hasn't it?

I finally got some decent time to record down all that's been happening lately. It's actually more than you think to people who think it's less than more and less than what you think is more. What did I just say? Nevermind. Let's try wrap this up in a Nutshell as usual, okay?

Well... Things went normal pretty fast after Jin left. No more Battlefield Session, No more stoning sessions, More Workload, No more Theoretical Tuesdays, Still Messaging my secret admirer, No more Night Market at Prediction River, a domestic problems at home, and demon sessions as usual.


Suddenly it feels like time has stopped.


The Theoretical Zil on Tuesdays:-
Every Tuesday, Zil suffers from a 9 hours of class. He comes back to his apartment, kicks the door open and screams "FUCK!" and lies down on a bed, sofa, floor, whichever is the closest. To be honest with you, I'm glad that's over. 9 hours a day is just too much to ask of me sometimes. The lab takes forever and Mr. Feruz can be quite fussy with his projects, but he's actually quite friendly once you get to know him. He even helped me with some applications in industrial training.

Right now I have 4 assignments due on Friday in which one I am absolutely clueless, one is a shitload of work, and the other two I would have a better chance at copying it. Not to mention a test right after that.

Once again Sai is back in Malaysia. Once again, he's camera whoring. He's got some merchandise from Japan like a new phone. And it looks really cool. But honestly, didn't feel like he left that long.

My secret admirer? Spends RM200 a month on messaging. Personally I think she's mentally disturb, so I can't just disconnect just like that till I get her on the right track. Besides, I'm trying to set her up with a friend of mine. Do you think it will work? Get a secret admirer of yours to message another guy.

Why we shouldn't smoke Pall Mall Menthol:
Epul: Zil, when was the last time you had an erection?
Zil: ....uh. *looks blankly at the wall*


Quotable Quotes:

"Hamsa, Don't go Hamsa, I want to have an Intelligent Conversation with you!"
-- Zil
"Oh my God, You guys sounded so damn gay."
-- Jin
"Suddenly I'm surprised that I even composed this song."
-- Hamsa
"DKNY... Diu Ka Na Ye!"
-- Yap
"Like I print money outta my bunghole."
-- James
"Turn up the Heat!!!"
-- Epul
"Up!"
-- Yap pointing upwards with the Roti in his mouth.
"Ooooono lar"
-- Hamsa Machaman.
"I dunno... Why is he Laughing at me?"
-- Yap
"I can't remember why I was laughing at him, but he was laughing at me now and that was funny. That's why I'm laughing now."
-- Zil, never said that because he was too stoned out of his mind to say anything.
"Eh! Damn good lar! Have some wei! Have some!"
-- Yap
"Tai Pau!"
-- Jin
"It's a Manly Drink"
-- Jordan
"I write my own Destiny."
-- Hamsa
"Wah... Jin ar.. You're friends are really fun ar.. If I was young, I wish I was your friend too."
-- Albert Loh


It's hard to describe what I'm feeling now. It's like... I've got nothing to look forward to except a mundane life. I've always been a thrill-seeker looking for the next best thing to get my high on adrenaline. But now... If there's one way to describe it...


...I'm bored.

Today's Song:
All these things that I've Done - The Killers