Friday, June 18, 2010

Near the Whyrls End

It seems as though that the best time I've ever had the mood to write a blog post is when I'm absolutely moody about myself. But you know, despite the fact knowing that I will never read the post again, I find it comforting that I do vent my frustrations somewhere. So here's a list of things that has been upsetting me for the past few days.

No money, No car, No job, Not confirmed with my graduation, sick parents, sick self, surrounded by moody friends, and worst of all, I am STARVING TO DEATH.

You get that feeling that no matter what you eat, you can never really be filled? How about this; No matter what you have been eating lately, you can never be filled and all the things that can possibly fill you won't matter because you don't have money to buy it in the first place.

Well, if you haven't gotten that before then believe me when I say that it's actually a really bad feeling. It's sorta like you're body has enough supply to keep it alive, but your mind is actually dying of starvation. The food I've eaten is terrible. It's food meant for sick people.

On another sidenote, I finally got chicken pox. The pain of the joints was excruciating. But I'm glad to say thanks to fruit juices I've been able to recover within 3 days.

Yet now I'm starving to death.

And there's that whole other thing about graduation, and a more difficult task I will have to face which I won't depart on the story to tell yet simply because it hurts too much just thinking about it.

Well... I think that just about covers my regular rant for the year. Oh wait, no there is still more to come actually. But I guess I don't have to worry anymore, knowing not many people visit this place any longer.

This is a dark cruel world we live in. Yes, nobody cares about your problems. Because in the first place, you don't really care about others.
And then I ran out of breath....