Wednesday, May 28, 2003

Ah.... Finally free from exams! (Actually, it's just another 2 weeks till I return, but I shall relish the moment.) Time to kick and and relax and enjoy the days of waking up like there's nothing to do tomorrow;- cause there ain't.

Wen't over to Hartamas last night and got myself a few puffs of Shisha. Is it me or the smoke that comes out seems to be getting lesser each time I take it? Ah well. It gets me to the place where I want to. Nothing like chilling over the night, try to make out what the fellas are trying to say and at the same time, try to stiffle yourself from laughing cause John's face looks like it's about to explode with the amplified effects the shisha does to my vision. ^^

Some fellas were pretty dumbfounded with Ragnarok. Maybe I'll include a few screenshots from my photo album.
This is where I was killed by that ugly boss Phreeoni

This is when CHRISTY actually came down to Ragnarok.

Then she released a horde of bapho.

And this was a spur of the moment. ^^


By the way, I'm going to restart my Aikido since I will have to start travelling to Uniten back and forth. So tomorrow, I'll be updating you-know-who about the lifes and deaths of me facing the monsters of Aiki Abas and Malls. ^.<
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Sunday, May 25, 2003

Okay Durra, here's the formal proposal. I've written for Abstract, Intro and Cover page. I should be done with the remaining three soon.

DoWnLoAd HeRe
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Thursday, May 22, 2003

????????????


You are Bob!
You are Bob Marley!


Who are you?
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O.o

You will die young, doing something daring.  Your death will be tragic.  Sorry.
Young. Really young. I'd say anywhere from 15-35.
But you'll go out with a bang. You'll get in a
car accident or be shot. You'll never have to
see yourself get old. Sad though. Really sad.
By the way, its common knowledge that more
people with great goals and aspirations die
young. And if you want to die old, you'll die
young and vice versa.


At what age will you die?
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WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

My mp3 player just croaked! Only a few days after it's purchase, it DIED. T_T WHERE'S THE WARRANTY CARD!??!!

Back in Uniten and again deprived of music. I've got lots of assignments due too. >.< It's looks like it's going to be tough for me for the next few days as even my finals are nearing >.< X 2

Ah... I miss Ragnarok. Although, I don't wanna go back to killing ANTS!!! HEheahEHHAEHEHAhahHAHHre! I've been in Ant hell for the past 10 job levels and it's driving me crazy!!! I'm thinking that once all this load of work is over, I can go over to the bybalan islands and bully some vadons. I noticed that some fellas can survive doing only 100 damage. Heh heh, check out my MINIMUM damage of 200!!! But first, AAAAAAAAAAANNNTSS!!!! @_o

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Sunday, May 18, 2003

I CAN'T FEEEEELLLL
The way I did before, don't turn your back on me!
I WON'T BE IGNORED!

Heh heh. A little good news today asides from the usual rant. Dad got in a good mood today and suddenly decided to bring me to Sungai Wang to buy that cool mp3 player that I've been waiting for some time. W00t!!! Now, I won't have to be deprived of music when I return to Uniten. (Though, I'm already not staying inside campus after this semester is over. But I need it to bring the files all over anyway.) Now I can take visits to Yap's or Zhin's to get some mp3s. COOL!

The past few days has been nothing but Ragnarok. Ragnarok and more Ragnarok. It's been more than a week since the last time I updated the blog! Probably a good reason to it too. I've been out from Uniten quite frequently as the end of the semester. However, been delaying quite a lot of work thanks to it. (Annette, Sheri, Anis, Jess, if you're reading this, please don't beat me with an ugly stick or something. You too Durra.) Got a picture of that freakin ugly Phreeoni MVP that I want to show Jin. I wonder if I can upload it somewhere. Maybe Here.

Though it may be a bad news to some people as I might not spend time to continue the prelude I wrote on the last entry. If you noticed, I'm turning the story a little darker. O.o But in the meantime, hope to update with some sketches.

Ah... I'm really in a gaming bliss.
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Thursday, May 08, 2003

Yeah. WTF? Cool.....

beatin old women for pills
YOU BEAT OLD LADIES FOR PILLS!!!


what's YOUR deepest secret?
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I don't know about you but this picture has been going around alot. I think it's one of his favourite posses.


Congrats ur the TONGUE, get busy


**************What Part of the body are U?*************
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Ha ha ha... Made it to class just in time this morning where we had to learn to write complaint letters. Wasn't really much of a problem for me. I just had to keep things professional and stiffle myself of all the swearing words. =)

In the meantime, yesterday I conducted a research at HELP institute. Sort of a espionage system where I had to discover what the students do in their past time at the college. And what I saw, I couldn't believe my eyes.

YOU RICH B@ST@R|>S HAVE A FREAKIN POOL TABLE!!!

There's just so many things inside the Student Council centre that I had been deprived of. Pool Tables, Karem Boards, Chess Boards, Piano Tables, Magazines, TV sets, Shisha bongs.... Wait, that's not right. But anyway, this grass is definitely greener. I wouldn't mind spending my time over here in Uniten if they had such facilities. And I will work on my way to it! BETTER SERVICES FOR THE PEOPLE, BY PLEASE THE PEOPLE AND FOR THE PEOPLE!!! That statement alone had seemed to earned me a few votes for a none existing election. But then again, let's leave that for now.

Let's concentrate on Ragnarok. Right after my mission was accomplished, I decided to relieve myself of duty and play a little game of the highly addictive Ragnarok.(Or most of you would agree that this was my entire mission objective in the first place) Leveled from 22 to 30 in one day thanks to Jin tanking me in the bibalan. (1230 damage! Eat that you crustation overgrowth!). I was getting bored of hunting snails for level ups and I think I've found myself in the barrier. Damn. But I've not given hopes yet. I might consider going to hunt ants from now on. Just let me check out a few more forums. For now, Ragnarok has been keeping me in a gaming bliss, much to a dismay of a few Furcadians.

I also read this months edition of Gempak and somewhat remembered what Ummi said. The artwork was definitely marvelous if you compared it to yesteryears' days of artwork. However, the storyline still lacked something. I think that most of the problem that comes with a person doing a comic is that they aren't sure how it's going to end. I've seen that a lot in those thin hong kong comics that just keeps getting draggy after a few episodes. (If you ask me why I even bother, I say superiority is a motivational fuel, capisce?) Another thing that kept pondering my mind was if I ever completed Furcadia: Secret of the Calamity Stone, should have it drawn it chibi form or serious? I'm still contemplating that.... But first, food.....

Meantime, here's the site I'm suppose to give you, if you're name is Jin. But then again, Ummi, you might want to check this out. =)
Prelude?
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Tuesday, May 06, 2003

??????????

cyclops
You are Cyclops!

You are attractive and strong, in a boy scout
republican sort of way. You are set firm in
your beliefs, which is not necessarily a bad
thing. But often when faced with a conflicting
opinion you become defensive and angry and
prone to conflict. You like to be a leader,
but you must acknowledge that there are some
situations which others are better fit to deal
with than yourself.


Which X-Men character are you most like?
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Yep. More quizzes....

Cougar
What Is Your Animal Personality?

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Back in Uniten. *sighs*

I came by an acquaintance of mine and he asked me that I don't seem to be the person that I was before. He says that I'm less the weirdo I was and that was weird for him. Not that I really answered him much but I knew it was definitely the hot weather, the fact that I've got an additional 6 hours of class to go through this week, and the fact that I'm miles away from home and I can't paly Ragnarok.

Yup. Looks like I'm going to wallow in pity for this whole week. Last night I slept for about 16 hours and waking up every few hours to say a little prayer. Damn, the sleep was so restless, I had dreams about Dad fighting some meteors coming down from space (???) and being on Ragnarok, then suddenly climbing out the window to reach a secret room inside my apartment (???). Zhin suggested that I should bring some weed over to the Uni. I figured that with all these weird dream I keep having, weed would have probably send me to wonderland mentally and physically. I wonder if I would have super powers in wonderland...

Again I find myself stoning in the computer labs typing out my thoughts for the world to see. I suppose this time I would be in a little more talkative mood since I have OAG playing on the computer and the rest of the people can't tell me to shut it cause I got earphones. (Ha Ha Ha, What's that you say? My earphones too loud? I'm sorry, can't you see I'm DEAF!?) I'm suprised how these guys make Malay songs sound good. I never thought the language could ever be used rather than communication purposes and making life miserable as they are put into notes. Have you ever tried to write a letter of condolence to a person in Malay to raise their spirits? Don't bother. Cause it would suck eventually and the poor soul you would write to would most probably jump off a cliff by then.

Don't look at me like I'm racist. I AM a Malay incase some of you have forgotten. Just that my parents raised me to be integrated to the English language. Don't get me wrong though, I'm not totally dissing the entire language. I do get some of it's jokes, like P.Ramlee. The man is a legend. Something you can't find in today's form of entertainment. (Except OAG =))

Zhin called me earlier just before the class and Jin SMSed understanding that I would like to go against some ambernites in Ragnarok. I think I almost screamed at Zhin when he called me. Maybe because I was really frusterated that I couldn't play the game. The bad thing about me is that I get into a very foul mood when I don't get what I really want. But I think that applies for everybody. For example, read last Saturday's blog.
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Saturday, May 03, 2003

I'm feeling really down right now because the CD that I got from Yap to burn Ragnarok turned to be corrupted. Not that it's really any real major problem but this means that I have to wait another night till I get to play my long anticipated game. One night means a lot to me.

I don't want to go back to that prison.
Enduring endless hours of torture
By experiencing nothing
I wanted to stay here.
I had to go there for their sake and they think that I've isolated them.
And they isolate me
My sacrifice becomes my own exile

Only loved for greed
I waste my life away being idle
Killing me slowly how I managed to live on
And as usual, I cry to the darkness, again in loneliness
Because nothing else would care for what I cry for
To be free,
To have something to do,
To have something to live for

Why should I fight when you don't realize I'm fighting for you?

Translated: I'm so fucking tired of returning to Uniten and do nothing. And when I come home to get the computer, I'll either have nothing to play or get hogged of the computer. And I remember the reason why I'm in that place is to save money and nobody realizes it.
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