Final Light of Freedom

Sigh... Only a week left till I confine myself within one area of Uniten with my darling Lemmings. Lemmings... My cute little pet car kelisa deserve a better name than that. I wonder what's it like to keep an actual Lemming as a house pet. Would it jump out of your bedroom window? Probably would if you had a swimming pool below.

Around 6 am this morning, Jin appeared online on a Sunday. But wasn't he in somewhere else in Auzzie with Min Wye and Raymond? Was that you dude or your sister invading your privacy again? Speaking of outta countries, I'm having a chat with Saiful about winter. It must be great to spend the day without your face feeling like it could fill up a frying pan with oil and cook something with it. Here in Malaysia, when it's not raining, forget about frying an egg on a rock, let's just melt the polar icecaps with a pebble.
20 degrees celsius here is heaven.
20 degrees there is an oven.

Watched the whole Eva Series once again. They changed the movie a bit... But... She practically still says "I feel sick" in the end of the movie. Kawaru is a sick gay little mother *&$#. So is Shinji. Gendo Ikari proves to be my favourite character.

Things to do...

1. Check if the old machine still works (Dorm PC)
2. Burn some mp3s
3. Clean the carpet
4. Finish Story... FSOTCS... Man... The initials suck.
5. Do some sketches. :D
6. Get more mp3s
7. Clean Lemmings
8. Collect all my caps
9. Do something to my hair
10. Prepare for another exhausting semester... T_T

On the Brighter side, at least I get to see one interesting individual who's open house turned quite interesting for me. Let's just say, she dropped off some interesting hints.

And, of course, the usual funny gags from Izwan and the dudes of Kampung Abu Bakar.

Song of Today:~
Sugar Ray - When it's Over
Ogura Yuko - Onna no Ko Otoko no Ko

TV Taught Us Everything We Know

Does anybody want a peice of Raya? The fever is spreading just about everywhere. It's gone so far that it's inside Rammstein's latest video, Amerika. Check it out at launch.yahoo.com. Though most people would be proud that the fever of Malaysia. I think it's kinda sad...

Imagine an ambassidor from German coming to our country, and showing great interest in our culture. Proud, the people of Malaysia gives him some videos of our culture. Later we find it appearing inside their latest Rock Video singing about the madness of Landing on the Moon Conspiracy. I can already picture the face of our Minister of Culture and Tradition watching the video going "WTF?"

"We all Living in AMERIKA... Coca-Cola... Wonderbra..."

I liked the video clip actually. There's a very deep sense of controversy inside it. Like the astronouts (The Rammstein band) putting on makeup before taking pictures that they've landed on the moon. Taking one scene for instance, a bunch of Astrounauts are playing Pinball on the surface of the moon. If you think carefully, does the moon have enough gravitational force to play pinball on it?

Speaking of Controversy and Things you should not know, let's hear something about Forbidden Animes.

Teizokurei DayDream

The one reason why Halley decided to download this Anime because they warned us it'll be R-Rated. Since Elfen Lied had a lot of Violence and Nudity and yet turned out to be a good anime, we decided to download this as well.

Almost like 60% into the first episode, I kept one thing in my mind:- This anime is a Ecchi (meaning it was specially made for perverts) Well, not just any pervert. Honestly, this is the first time in my life I've ever heard of a story centered around an SM Queen with Sixth sense who uses it to solve mysteries of the other world. Sounds like their running out of ideas, huh?

Expect to be bestowed upon knowledge that you never knew about bondage. This anime although is one of those Detective Stories that revolves around Sixth Senses to solve mysteries (i.e. Eiji Psychometer) it is still no doubt a bondage story inside it.


The Average Japanese person trying to get laid

But... Just like most animes and every reason to watch one, you can see character developement here as a school girl (there has to be one in every anime) slowly succumbs to insanity as she is suddenly bestowed upon the dark gift. One minute, she was a girl crying over her dead sister, next episode, she's seen singing inside a train station alone to her teddy bear and everybody is just watching. So yeah, there's some good entertainment for Horror fans such as yours truly. :3


"We got another Hitchhiker!"

There are some interesting characters in this anime, such as a stalker who doubles for a informent, but I'd rather look forward to it for it's cheap fan service and people on the edge of insanity. I think if I opened an Asylum in the anime world, I'd be rich.

Tears of November

Besides our blissful friend John and our lovestruck Yip, everyone seems to have a personal dilemma this Raya season. It's not entirely a blissful Holiday for me, as I do have personal matters that really threaten my inner being. Honestly, it's quite depressing just thinking about it. Though, as usual, I'd rather not mention it.

Been cruising around other blogs too and been noticing a wave of depression sweeping out. A lot of depressing texts. The feelings of the person who wrote the text can sometimes be felt by the person who reads it. It's a transformation from the form of feelings, into the form of texts, then back into the form of feelings. It's a flow of Qi. From these flow of Qi, it comes to me. And what do I feel?

Loneliness.

Sometimes, it's just hard for someone to admit that they are feeling a little bit lonely. To be honest, despite all my friends around me, once in a while it still sucks to be alone. Be it in a mamaks smoking, or just inside your room crying. It's in every bit of one of us.

I can't imagine to some of my friends out there living in another country. It's raya but with no family to spend it with. Probably none of the people with the same religion to spend it with. What is happiness for me? Why can't I get rid of these feeling. I wanted to be out of that country for so long and now that I'm out, I miss it. Is it a spell struck on to me that makes me an eternal slave of that world. I hate this. Homesickness.

A bottle of coke by my side and an half empty glass beside it. It's not liquor, but it's a good drink still. Cheers to all the lonely people out there.

*gulp*



And then I ran out of breath....



Yap: I wonder what should I get Su Yee for our one year anniversary...
John: What you should do is, you should hire someone to kidnap her, and then go and rescue her.
Yap: wtf?
John: Or get her a bar of soap!
Yap: huh?
John: No no! Just get her leather clothes, whips and candles! That will work!
Yap: ...
Zil: You know what John? I speak for all the women out there that we are glad to have you as an honorary member of the bachelor's club.

To Saiful and Ummi: Selamat Hari Raya. Don't let it get to you. Things will turn out fine. :3

Mercun Mari!

So, after a whole month of fasting, the day has finally come. Time for raya, the day we eat rendang, send raya SMSes on our phones instead of traditional cards, recieve duit raya from your parents and run away from nephews you owe years of duit raya, call the illegal Macha Sagar and ask for a buncha of his stock, and hunt Pixies with Firecrackers.

The many days of getting up early has left a scar on my biological clock. Not to mention all the expresso I've been taking. Once again, I didn't sleep the whole night. And only a few hours left till Sembahyang Aidilfitri. Then visits to many many many relatives. I just hope I don't fall asleep later at the visit to the graveyard.

While getting myself some midnight snacks last night, I ran across a malay dude at the counter at Major Macha's 7-11. I wished him Selamat Hari Raya, and he wished me back too. He then asked me the most common question I got the each time I wish someone.

"Tak Balik Kampung ke?"

From the start, I've always wondered why people made such a big fuss about Balik Kampung. It wasn't until a later age when I realize that most people have their kampungs at a reasonable distance from their homes. Me? How do you balik kampung when your kampung is as near as Kajang. Someplace where you drive almost everyday of your life. Ah well, happens every year. This year though, there's no Kajang. Datuk is in my aunt's house in Taman Tun.

Today's song:

Selamat Hari Raya Song? Hell no.
Chieko Kawabe - Be Your Girl
(Elfen Lied ending theme)
U2 - Vertigo

Jin is making Warhammer models of us! I feel like I can make a warcraft game out of this. :D Too bad the editor is not working. T-T

InDiFFeRenCe

Yeah... Not much updates here, huh?

Kinda bored actually. I was looking forward for this holiday but when it comes, I run out of things to do. I hardly level in vRO unless Zaen wants to. And even if we do go on parties, I turn off party share and really don't give a shit. The only amusing thing to do is abracadabra and watch as the crowd grows.

DotA? Starting to loose interest after many consecutive looses. Many heroes I haven't tried yet so I haven't given up there. I'm still thinking of making a warcraft map tho. Think of it as an interesting way of writing my story. The Lich as Zil Dawnwalker. Ultimate spell called the Eternal Distortion. Maye does a high damage attack called Asura strike. Just a few of my plans. :P

I decided to drop by Furcadia. Considering I spent a great deal of time in this game, why not go an have a look at whats going on. Some interesting map options seem available now. Which I think could've been done several years ago. But oh wells. Meet some of my old chums, had a little chat over a dreamboat and stuff. Ah well. Good ol Furcadia. Good ol Imagination. I'm not on drugs.

Whoa.... Expresso is finally starting to fade out. I just mispelled Baloon just now. Balloon? Ballon? Potatoe? Patato? Poteto?.....

Today's Music:-
Ivy - Worry About You