Alternate Universe

hm... Don't you always wished that you could turn back time and try to straighten out what went wrong inside your life? Of course you do you psychotic tormented sexually depraved child you.

If I could turn back time I sure would as hell laugh at all the subjects being taught to me back then. And of course, get to know those who I wished I had known better. And along the way, surely you would tell some of your friends never to do a certain mistakes.

But of course, there's always the consenquences that when you return back to your own time, things may change not to what you expected. It's like that episode of Friends if things really were different.

So... Just how would it be if things were different?







I would've been a full-fledge comic writer, probably already working for Gempak or NST while persuing my degree in arts. Been known to all my colleages as being way too stiff and strict when it comes to artwork. Gone to several countries to study.



Hamsa would be the richest businessman among us and is constantly bringing around his cellphone buying and selling stock exchange. No time to kau any girls. Too busy earning money.



Yap would be the most fearsome gangster who currently owns the Bangsar Nightclubs and would have been known for bringing a lot of bad luck to the people he meet. Looking forward to conquer Hartamas. Black belt in Aiki.



Jin would be a muthafarking player of the century. He gets the highest scores in college because he likes getting one of his whores to do assignments for him. Still in Malaysia where he is accomplishing the record of most ach tung fucks. Right now 2nd place.




...and...



...John would've been the most happening person everyone would just love to meet or get into bed with! (Right now 1st place.)



(yes.... This is a the most fucked up post I've ever made.)

500 pounds of Flesh into a 100 pound Capacity Skin

I wish I had a lot more energy for all the things I have to do nowadays.
My eyes always seems half closed except for when I'm sleeping.
I've been pumping myself with Vitamins, but that only increases my appetite (though for some people they say that's good for me)

And now, it seems that I have been taken away from the only relaxing moment of my life. Sitting in the room staring at the ceiling while listening to mp3s. No, Hurricane Katrina didn't rip my roof off, just that my old machine jukebox had his hard drives twisted up and now I can't run anything on my PC. So no MSN and no Mp3s. Just my four walls and a window with mosquitos flowing through.

(And Right now I'm updating my blog in my neighbour's house next to a guy who just casually took his pants off and at the same time keep his eyes on what he was studying. Good that he has Diligence. Weird that he's taking his pants off.)

But anyways, despite my Mom's slow and stern talk with me about not going out too often, I find myself promising too much people with my time. I'm loosing a lot of it. If feels like it's a strange irony for a person who keeps 3 alarms clocks to wake him up and has many many more working clocks inside his house constantly telling him what time it is, he doesn't seem to spend it well.

It's like constantly being updated how much you have in your wallet and yet you still spend too much.

But since we mentioned that, yes, I'm becoming a little short on cash myself.

Let's not let thoughts track on for too long... Back to time management (Hey! This book was written by some guy named Dennis G. Zill) Erhm... Back to time Management... I find myself promising people to have lunch, pc repairs, projects, sessions, yada-yada... Basically, I find myself arranging too many appointments with people that I don't have time for myself.

(No, I'm not a psychologist. But I do have many people that I want to sit down and have a chat with.)

The sad part is when my mind is actually hyper and in the mood for creative thinking, it's usually when I have about 3 to 5 hours left of sleep. That's when all the creative juices about writing my story starts flowing. Now when I still have a week free of exams, I have no computer to write it all down.

No, I don't feel like resorting to pen and paper. I may end up drawing something instead.

...which is not so bad either.

(The Dude just put his pants back on.)

Everyone in Bangsar are okay. But their free time is usually my resting time. And when I get home, it's more work all over again.

I just got a call from the great Mr. YMY (It's Yap for some of you people. He earned the title of being great after pwning us in RO continously) that there might be a chance of redemption from my PC. It can go 2 ways; I can have about extra 38 gigs of space or I'm heading over to Low Yatt to buy some a CDR for my old machine. (Or I could salvage from a junkyard. Chances are the things there are about as old as my machine.)

Lastly, Saiful flies off to Japan soon. I won't be able to see him off thanks to the price increase in fuel and stuff, but I will remember the fact that he has become more matured than I last remembered him to be. (Not so streetwise here in Malaysia, but he does have some fun facts about Japan.) The extra hard drive space was actually a bargain offered by him after speaking to him on MSN after my Japanese classes. It has always been Saiful to offer a good bargain sometimes. And honestly I feel guilty enough to accept it sometimes. So he managed to become mature and keep the kindhearted honesty in him. Something I find very difficult to find nowadays and something pretty honorable.

Well... It's not like he's gone forever. :P

Life is just too busy for my liking. I can't believe the holidays was over in a short while. On top of that, A Quiz Next Week, a test the following week and another Test a week after that. Besides fretting about the coming EMD (Electro Mechanical Devices.. Or I would rather say Explosive Major Disaster) there are a couple of things keeping me busy.

So once again, instead of updating the blog day by day, I'll put it in one big summary of what's been going on.

Diablo II
After all those years, I still can't believe how Blizzard manages to deliver and awesome game. Of course, now they're too busy working on WoW to actually care about StarCraft: Ghost. A game that I'm really looking forward to.

Demon: The Fallen
It finally continued. Made them go into a little time Paradox.
Zil: You have caused a time Paradox
Epul: But I didn't kill OCELOT!!

Stroke
My Dad suffered a stroke, but fortunately he's not paralyzed. He had a problems regarding a few memory losses. Though, I'm really still glad he's still alive. Can't say the same for his conditions though. His hair got 50% more whiter and he looks more tired.

Dawnwalker: PI
This saga I'm writing is currently turning boring with noone really interested with looking into the matter. I'm I really just being sibuk or does some people really deserve to have their mouth shut?

Lad from the Rising Sun
Saiful is back, but I haven't really hung out with him alot. He's changed alot since I last rememebered. And Izwan wants to meet him.

The Day Zil turned 21
I guess that was yesterday. Thanks to all of you who wished me Happy Birthday and no thanks for you who stole the eggs from my fridge and used it on me. Wanted to ask someone out of this day... But I guess I never got the chance to see meet up.

I'm old enough to vote!! :(

Today's Song:

Green Day - Till September Ends (Not sure of the title)
Smashing Pumpkins - The End is the Beginning is the End