hm... This seems to be the day of very weird phone calls.

I call Yap, and he asks me why do I need a Diablo 2 CD
I call Zhin, and he says he's actually going to take the law test tomorrow.
I call Hamsa, and he just laughed back at me when he answered the phone.

hm... It's a slow Sunday, just as I prefer it to be and found it quite restless. I got the idea of calling Yap for the Diablo 2 CD for old times sake. Heikal seems pretty eathusiastic anyway. But I figured why not just play Warcraft 3: Frozen Throne instead. Pasar malam should be up in a few hours or so. Maybe I'll go around and search for it. Thank you pirates of Malaysia. =)

Just the other night, me and Chris blew RM21 on a shisha filled with 100 plus. It got me "there" but it wasn't really a good feeling as the conventional shisha. Seems like it wasn't must any different from the usual bong of RM13. There goes 10 bucks. T_T Besides that, there was also something bad in the Ramli burger that I ate that made my stomach feel really heavy. And my head was really light. The feeling wasn't right. :
Ah yes, my mp3 player is finally back from the shops. I can finally headbang to chocobo music in the cafeteria. =) That is if the thing that costed me a bundle doesn't screw up first. Slow Sunday, Slow Sunday. It's a good afternoon for a nap.

Er... Okay. Forget the evil Pixies for now. It's later in the afternoon and I'm at home sweet home. Though I can't really much update you on my side. But I can say that there's probably been quite a lot of updates on Saham's side. Each time I come back, I hear something new. I think life is becoming a real drama for this guy. O.o Meantime, bout my blog.

Yes... It's been days since my previous update and the site is getting pretty boring. I was wondering if I could make that Silent Eden theme of mine, but... Maybe I might want to stick to the raging blood red. But anyways, this site is most definitely needs some updating so I think I'll just make a window to this site. A window with all my goodies to link and the blog at the same time. hm... I'm gonna need some effort. >.<

Prodigy and Rage against the Machine: One man army? I had that song BEFORE you went out to Auzzie. Yeah, it's definitely one funky shit techno. ^^

One of the news I heard while we were out mamaking last monday was that Sagar obtained the PS2. Yeah, I know. Bye-bye DOA babes. So Hamsa's over Hitler's place playing automodulista. :\

Hm.... I checked www.ro.pak0.com and it seems that Gravity has once again managed to dissapoint the public. I knew that in some ways, they have been screwing around big time with us and this proves it. All the time we've been treated as little bitches for their 'dog food' server while whole time they have had these huge updates of kRO long time ago. Gravity is really an obnoxious company who doesn't know how to treat they're customers well. They may have a nice game, but the chances are that you're not going to make the fullest of what you paid for. They're greedy bastards who don't deserve a cent.

Nothing much of a big update here. Just a little bored and while waiting for the next class.

Here's some more quote. A nice one too;

"If somebody tries to tell you what to do, just point your finger at them and show them your ass; cause they can't do anything about it. And even if they try to kick you ass, they can't, cause you're just gonna walk away."

-- Mr. John, British Seaman/Bartender/Freelancer, Pulau Tioman, regarding on self-control and city life pressure.

Past few days been a little hectic. I'm not stuck in the cave anymore and been travelling back and forth from Uniten. (Need a lift to Bangsar anyone? ;) The ride back is on your own though. :p) It does worry me that every morning, I suddenly find myself in Uniten thanks because of riding semi-conscious in a car. Where did all that time go? The part where laughing at the billboards while travelling at 130kph wasn't a dream? O.o Then please tell me the the pixies aren't real.. They can't be real.... They just can't.. evil pixies. *looks over his shoulder, having a sense that they might be looking*

"Holy Shittake Mushrooms!!!!"

Meantime, another quiz for decoration's sake.
Don't you say a word about the results, Jin. It's called compatibality.


Ayane- tough, brutal, and quite a bitch. You show
no mercy on your opponents. You are a hired
assassin. During Helena's opera concert, u
snipered her mother. She is out to get revenge
on you so watch out! Your arch competitor is
Kasumi.


Which Dead Or Alive 2 Character Would You Fight As?
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No sheeeet that the week's been a bad week altogether. I've just realized why sometimes staying in campus can sometimes bring me joy. Over there, I can decorate things the way I want them to be, to my preferences, to my style. Most of the time, I try to compensate to other people's needs when I do my furniture arrangements, like good feng shui. I think that there is a certain logic in Feng Shui if you consider science and psychology. But anyway, some of the arrangements made by my Dad really pisses me off. He put the speakers in a very bad position. Among them is putting the back speakers side by side with the front. Left one beside the left front speaker. But the right stays at the right of the living room. What's worst is that he asked me and my siblings to move do the work for him. I did the work half minded, since I hated the arrangements he wanted to make and since everybody seems to hog the PC from me. All he said was if you don't like it, don't use it.

That really pisses me off. It's turning into a way that I can't be able to use the PC very often. There's not much games now on the machine, but I most definitely would want to use it for the internet. I can't use the upstairs PC to use the net or even go on Furc when I'm bored thanks to Halley's PC formatting idea. On top of that, my mp3 player which was supposed to arrive back from the shops had been delayed because the factory apparently failed to fix it.

I've temporarily misplaced the speakers to my listening pleasure and indulging in a song appropraitely sung for the occasion (see below). Not just prior to the song, but I've also starting having thoughts about getting away from the household for a short while. I know some of you would be definitely against the idea, but I think I can really survive for a few days outside. All I have to do is wait for the study loans to be cashed in to my account and crash at my friend's place who has an apartment in Kajang. He's offered me a few times to stay at that spot. It's possible for a good getaway, I suppose. I may be able to live for weeks. We'll just have to see how much my patience takes me.

No, I'm thinking of using this as my last resort. I don't want to really try this out. But I'm sick of the way certain people treat me at my own home.

Meantime, Jin, how about updating something about the story? Seeing others still motivated keeps me motivated too. Though, I don't want to rush you on your pace.

Today's Song: Linking Park- Runaway

Sometimes, you would feel as if something bad is about to happen, and then when something bad does happen, you just can't help but curse yourself that you couldn't do anything to avoid it. I can tell that Yap felt that way. He's very devastated to know that he did expect something.

On the 10th of June 2003, his beloved father passed away.

I didn't know him very well, but I do know Yap. And he's a person who can maintain his principles and respect. So if Yap were to be such a nice person, it means that the person who would be responsible for raising him would be as generous as those he had taught. May he rest in peace.

To Yap: The condolencense of me and my entire family. Please don't hate yourself for whatever happened. Nobody can really tell when this sort of thing might happen. Just remember that now your father will be watching you as you climb the ladder of success. Show that you can be a person who can live life through it's hardships and make him and those before him proud.

Jin: I'll try to be on tonight so that I can confirm your call to him. My ICQ is finally up. See ya soon.

Don't you just hate it when you were doing this very long post, you decide to screw around some stuff while thinking of something, and you screw up and lose all the post that you wanted to publish earlier? Man that sucks.

Ah well, at least the changes I've made are still in contact. I still haven't figured out how to move this page to Geocities so I probably won't be able to put up a any sketches or pictures. But I'm still baffled at how the earlier entries are centered into the page. Hm... I hope I'll post it out.

Right after the last entry, I decided to call out Heikal for a game of Command and Conquer: Generals to kill some free time. Turns out at end game, I was CREAMED by the GLA. Damn they're sneaky with the cloaking stuff. I managed to get an upperhand at the start of the game when I nuked him three times. But I showed him a liiiiiiittle pity and he surrounded the whole map with his cloaked troops. GLA fights DIRTY! Took 2 hours before I decided to finally give up.

Okay, besides that, I'm in another sibbling squabble with Halley so I haven't been able to catch up with any new anime he's downloaded. But I did manage to get hold of Animatrix, which was pretty mesmerizable. The DVD is a compilation of several anime-based stories regarding the world of the Matrix. The animators flow from those who's made several award-winning animes like Ghost in the Shell, Ninja Scroll, and even the 3D animation of Final Fantasy: Spirits Within.. I've not watch all of the DVD due to some bogus quality of piracy, but I'll watch it one way or another. If you're a fan of Matrix and/or Anime, this is definitely something worth getting your hands on.

Now Heikal wants the PC and I'll guess I'll go upstairs to stone to some mp3s. He just peeked over my shoulder and grinned at the GLA part. Save my embarassment, I'll dissapear for tonight.

Quote: "See the world, while the world sees you."

OoOOoooohh.... My eyes hurt a lot. There are lots of times when I wondered if my dad was once on pot back in the hippy days. I swear "Yellow Submarine" is one shagedalic piece of stoner stuff.

I've said it once, and I'll say it again, Ayane is pretty racked for a 16 year old girl. O.o
DOA girls rawks!! XD I'll probably mention it a few times much much later in the future. But now I'll stop it now because Jin's getting pretty sick of it. I bet you wouldn't believe you're eyes too and would still be mentioning about it if you had your hands on XboX. Ah well. I'll leave you to your Rukia-chan. |:P

On the few recent days, been nothing but sleep and stoner sessions at a mamaks. Hasn't been anything worthwhile doing lately and I'm already getting pretty sick of it. John constantly calls me out, but I'm pretty reluctant to go. He's most probably going to ask me about helping to design his story or something. I'm still writing the remake of my first chapter and already I got a writer's block. And him?!!? Leave me alone. I beginning how our friend in Auzzie feels when you sleep at 3 am or so. I'm itching for a little excitement around here... It's been awhile since I had a game of pool that isn't a 9 ball game with Tarquin. >.< All Zhin, Jin and Yip ever talk about is Ragnarok, which I really am pretty sick off after how Gravity has treated me, and Hamsa is somewhere in Port Dickson. (I wonder if any international readers can read that without a grinning. XD Even I grin when I say it. Unless people refer it as PD. =P) I'm not against you with making a Hunter, however. Go ahead and try your best. I'll just go look for something else to be crazed about. Meantime, I wonder how my Comrades from Uniten are doing? Classes start about a weeks time. Any of you guys thinking of taking Japanese with me? Epol, Durra, Annette, Arab... oh wait. He's graduating.

Speaking of communications, I just remembered that I need to find at least 5 people to join me in minoring technical communications. By the looks of it, it's not too late since I've just become a Uniten Sophomore (2nd year). Ms. Norshila said it would be a good plus by minoring inside it. Some people say that engineers have bad english (?). Hopefully, it might help me attain a job. Apparently, it's going to be difficult with all the crazy pointers these people have. (<3.5 O.o)

I need something to do so hopefully, tomorrow, I'll have a few sketches up and link 'em here. Hopefully, I'll change the template for this blog too. In the meantime, toodles. (I said that first, ye see??)

Yep. Just to keep making the blog look colourful....






WHAT TYPE OF WILD CREATURE ARE YOU? (New Pictures!)
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Today's Recommendation:
Shizuku by Miwako Okuda
2nd Ending Theme in GTO the Anime.

You know, last Wednesday, I was hoping to bump into somebody that I knew, or just some of my seniors in Aikido (Aliya ^^), but to my dismay, the only person that I ran into was Chiin Haau!!! T_T

I mean, not that the fella was entire too bad, (though I can get sick of his sarcasm), I was kinda hoping for a chick to enter the class. Maybe some 'accidents' in an Aiki class.... Oh No Lar!!! But anyways, Aiki was pretty much rejunvenating. Managed to strech a few rusted bones and got them living again. Today, I feel like updating a bit of the story. I managed to update it about 66.6% but stop there due to lack of inspirations. Hold on there, these things take time.

Man. All that proud and happy moments in Ragnarok Gone. It has now gone from free beta to Pay 2 play. And charging a miserable $12 US for a month. The greedy bastards at Gravity. I really hate their company now, because we were never used as beta testers; just assholes to popularize them.

Well, easy come, easy go. No use whining about it. I did recall one of the favourite piece of literature back in the horrid school days was a poetry called "if". Here's an excerpt;

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it all on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breath a word about your loss;


Then it ends with this;

Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And--which is more--you'll be a Man, my son!

If you people can't seem to decipher the meaning of this poetry or you just didn't give a rat's arse about what you studied back then, it means that if you are willing to achieve a lot of profits and just lose it all without any dissapointment, you could probably face just about anything. Too many times have I encountered people with some sort of troubled past about themselves (ex-boy/girlfriends, school life, etc...) and still whine about it. Sometimes, what I would like to tell this people is that there is always a chance for you to never give up. I mean, it's still a long way to go before each and everyone of us returns to God. Is not too late to repent your sins? And to be virtuous? What do I have to say about Ragnarok? Here;

Life Goes On...

Get it? Good. But anyways Jin, don't you ever turn on ICQ?.... >.<