Agents of Nowhere Notime and Nofun

Ooookay. I thought it was gonna be a sleepy day with an exam looming over tomorrow but it turns out that the sound of 19 candidates running for president of this no-where-land University speaking to the mic can actually wake me up. Just when you think it's harmless to write your name on a piece of paper, you're DEAD wrong. Before you know it, you have tons of paperwork to deal with and many hours are spent and you don't even get paid. Maybe a candy bar from your boss. :P

The elections are here. This year, 19 people are running for 12 miserable seats as the MPP Board of Uniten. Heizil Hazhan, yours sincerely, is NOT running for president. (D'oh. Who'd vote him? The guy who hammered our speeches at English2) Instead, he's an agent under Durratun (vote for her, cause she needs something else to keep her mind of love and work) and is busy helping out with the work of running a campaign (like sit on the couch all day and watch your brother play the ps2 and wait for a phone call). Other of my work include bitching about his DVD ROM that refuses to install Frozen Throne and sit for endless of hours hunting Ghostring. Because I've been so busy, my phone is alway not charged. Making me uncontactable by either Saham or Yippie. Sorry dudes, looks like I have to be busy to my work that I will not have time to go to Langkawi. T.T Hooray Exams! Hooray Uniten for having Holidays when other people just finished theirs!

I'm feeling extra sarcastic today you say? Well, I've just heard the so many things that are promised by the candidates on how to improve the university that I believe should be enforced. Unfortunately, as a senior of mine said before, running for MPP is a waste of time. Those elected for MPP can't do nothing against the Iron Fist that controls Uniten. Stupid rules are enforced every year and none of us can do anything about it.

We are all pawns in a bigger game of bigger fools.

The only way I believe Uniten gives us Justice is if everyone was allowed 24 hour internet and can play Internet games besides Yahoo games. Then I'll consider on staying inside.

P.S. No, I don't think Niel Armstrong landed on the moon.

Bleeding Toe Frenzy

My toe which suffered from a nasty accident whereby I was crossing from one Kayak to another and got it stuck in between two kayaks doesn't look so nasty anymore. That thingie happened about a week ago anyway. A few days after that, I fell asleep at 5pm and woke up at 2am. A few days after that, I got the annual birthday bash given for everyone of us who survives the trip around the sun.

Exams are around the corner and I'm having a fit trying to install DotA into my PC. My farked up DVD ROM is still stuck, which reminded me why I play games without a CD in the first place. I usually will be able to watch it install halfway using my CDRW only to suffer in a horrible crash. Not to mention it makes noises of a v6 engine while installing the damn thing. >.< Back to vRO... T.T

BUTTSECKS! >:O
DAMN YOU PENGU!

My September

Zil looked at his watched as the numbers rolled and finally hit 12 o'clock.

"Okay John, you can sing it now."

"Happy Birthday, You're now one year much older! Happy Birthday, Your life is still not over!Happy Birthday, You did not accomplish much, but you didn't die this year I guess that's good enough!"

Zil didn't really remember the exact lyrics of the song John sang at that time. But it was pretty much depressing. That point of time, he was 2 decades old. Not exactly, he thought. A precise mathematician would agree that he would be 20 only at 8:32pm on that day. He heaved a heavy sighed as he got up from the asphalt. Yap and Su Yee exited Yap's residence and were prepared to board John's "Eleanor" - The weird name he gave his Gen2.

The cruise was also a bit depressing, as John played his usual country music which by all means was against Zil's nature.

"Zil, Happy Birthday." Su Yee said. Making him smile a little. How considerate of her to remember. A friend Dalia also called from Uniten, asking if she was the first to wish him happy birthday. "Sorry, a fat guy beat you to it. But don't worry, you're the first from Uniten."

They reached hartamas, desperately looking for parking in a place loaded with people. Typical for a Friday Night in the Industrial Cradle known as Kuala Lumpur. They double parked, without caring of the police patrol cars wandering about the place and sat in the favourite mamaks and he ordered his favourite. The Double Indomee with Fried Egg on top.

"Be sure to take two candles and stick it in there." He said but it seemed that the mamak that took his order didn't really get the catchline. In the end, he decided to take his own birthday candles - Malboro Lights. It also turned out handy as each time John tried to make a sarcastic comment, he would blow off the candles using John's arm.

As he lit the ciggarette, he thought about his friend Hamsa who had taken a trip to Port Dickson on an adventure of Alcohol and Chicks just a few hours before the stroke of midnight. The main objective of the mission was the canadian chick his friend was interested in. If his friend suceeded the mission, Zil would be able to call him a "Canadian Fucker" for the rest of his life. If he failed, there was always alcohol. The best friend of rejection. They shook hands, and gave each other the finger before they left. Leaving him to break the 'seal' of not smoking.

The dinner table was short. There was no LLs or Ach Tungs or simply Pretty Girls in scantily dressed peices of cloth that night which made him even more miserable. "This is Hartamas on a Friday night! Where is my Birthday Girl in my Birthday suit?" thought the perverted little bastard. He ranted throughout the dinner table about being 20 and that there were no women popping out from a birthday Indomee. At the same time, a fellow friend, Epul, SMSed him a happy birthday. He also invited him for a session of DotA for a birthday break. He sadly declined, as not only does he have an exam on the following day, he would have to get up soon for a community service.

The thought of doing community service on his birthday made his perception on his would-be day seem very bleak. No, he didn't break any law, he was doing it for his project for Islam II. Not that he can forget the facial expression on his mom's face when he told her. She came ask him if he broke any of the law she just read from the textbook. He answered he didn't. He knew his mom would have said that, but just wanted to see her reaction.

Eventually, the night was over and Zil returned to his home and picked up a plastic bag from John's car. One that he bought a few hours earlier. He left it conviniently beside his brother's PS2 and turned on his PC for yet another lifeless round of vRO. By right, he should have had enough of that game long ago when so many others left. But he stuck around because one of the fellas they helped dragged in was still into the game.

Till the time his brother came home and saw the mess all over the carpet. A bunch of CDs were littered all over while he was looking the Frozen Throne CD so that Yap could go home and play DotA himself. His brother, Halley then gaze upon the box.

"Okay, who's been playing the PS2?"

"Oh. I was looking for the Frozen Throne CD."

"Then what do you explain this PS2 bag?"

"Oh yeah that... Happy Birthday." Zil grinned.

Noone could understand the complexity between the relationship of Zil and his brother Halley. They both shared the same birthday and shared presents from the day he was born. And never before did Halley ever recieved a birthday present from his only younger brother. Leaving him stunned for words. Halley's most of the time expressionless face could not show what he was thinking at that moment. But Zil savoured the victory. His message finally got to his brother.

No matter what happen's Halley, you're still my bro.

The brother's relationship had been sour over the past year. But had lighten up a little after an incident where his PS2 was stolen. Some days later, Zil came home to find his room finally cleaned. By an annoymous sibling.

But that's another story.

Phantoms Of The Past

Sali! O.o Wow. It's been ages since I heard from anything Furcadian. (except dropping by once in a while to upload a Nightmare to see if anyone enters) Pardon my excitement. I kinda miss the 'good ol days' of the Eternal Distortion.

Erm.. Yesh, I'm not sure if you're still wondering whether or not I'm writing that supposidly-novel-fanfic thingie but I haven't got around to write the re-edited version. It's always easy to imagine the world but it seems hard to put it down into words. >.<

Some of ideas just keep popping up inside my head that I left me sleepless for a couple of days. Meaning I don't think I'll really give up. In the meantime, Try entertain yourself with the 'beta' version of the story on the side of this page or some sketches. :D

http://www.geocities.com/evilzil/skecthes.htm

Really wanna catch up with you sometime. :P

Dammit I Changed Again

Have you ever walked through a room
But it was more like the room passed around you
Like there was a leash around your neck that pulled you through

Have you ever been out someplace
Recognizing everybody's face
Until you realize that there was no one there you knew
Well, I know

Some days, my soul's confined and out of mind
Sleep forever
Some days, I'm so outshined and out of time
Have you ever

Falling, I'm falling

Have you ever buried your face in your hands
Cause no one around you understands
Or has the slightest idea what it is that makes you be
Have you ever felt like there was more
Like someone else was keeping score
And what could make you whole was simply out of reach
Well I know

Someday I'll try again and not pretend
This time forever
Someday I'll get it straight but not today
Have you ever

Back in Uniten, and learning some things were never meant to stay the same. Learning that the irony of people asking me how things have been going and replying that things never change can be an everyday blessing.

Anger:
That she left without telling me

Happy:
That she found someplace to go to

Sad:
That I'll be loosing a company

Jealous:
That someone can start a new life and I'm stuck in this never ending loop.

Nothing changes in my life.
Except the people around me.
Trying to catch my breath again...

Lyrics courtesy of Offspring- Have you ever

Lagging Lemming Arsenal

Gawd, I love my holidays. I really do. After 8 weeks of pain and torment of classes, I find get a week off. I hope it doesn't end that fast but it's already Friday.

Hehe... My kittens are looking at me from the bottom of the curtains. And their mom just started picking them up using her mouth again. I've read that only the kitten's mother are the only cats that could carry them littre without hurting them. Well, this is far down the generation line of cats I've come to. This batch would be the great great grandchildren of the first cat that I decided to bring inside my house. I brought in only 1 female cat and then found playing a 6 year game of the feline version of "The Sims". She's making a nest underneath the staircase as I'm typing this.

Okay, let's screw the sentimental updates and get to the part where the boys are interested. WC3 DotA anyone? Yap finally got a better graphics card than his OMG-why-am-I-still-here Voodoo card and is most probably gonna borrow my Frozen Throne to play the game DotA. Because of the fever, most of us left vRO leaving Zaen all alone in the server. (not to mention Dior who helped us get throughout the end games.) I stick around cause I'm still not done with my anti-YMY promise, till I get that Asura. I guess you had all the fun (and all the pain) with vRO made you leave. Did you had to make your farewell sound SO depressing? At least tell us that you managed to get that Daytona Chick and your spending more time with her. That would not only give you a better reason to leave, but a reason for Hamsa to Tani. XD

The first DotA session we had today was one of the longest sessions we had for 1 game. (1 hour 51 mins, O.o) The favour of using a steal assassin really rawks. I'm not really able to use this character... yet. But I know he's got great potential. It's bad enough that he cannot be seen, he does criticals like nobodies business. Equip with the monkey bar, this character can be godlike. If he ever gets into a bind, he can always blink out of the situation. And his ward help me get so much hero kills. True to the name Assassin. The only problem I had with this character was his toufu life. Sometimes I didn't dare to go all out with Zaen's character coming from behind and doing shit loads of damage. I also had trouble farming with this character at early levels because I'm constantly pestered by enemy heroes.

An alternate for this character was the Nerubian Assassin, which currently is my favourite. Think of a combination of Stealth and Tank. He packs quite a punch since he has Agi. And he's ultimate increases his armour by 18 (I think) and reflects damage. His skills are wind walk, giving you the upperhand to sneak behind the enemy and then stun and go for the kill. That's for the early levels. Later levels, (equipped with the right stuff) you get to steal life from creeps just to heal. Same time earning money for yourself. A lot of people got really irritated with this insect. Of course, he becomes vulnerable when people get that freakin gem. T.T

It's already 7am in the morning and I think I better catch some sleep. 7am to me is like 12am to normal people. 12am? Like 5pm in the Morning. No, doesn't mean I wanna go out. It means I'll be taking an afternoon nap. XD

Well... Sweet Dreams for now.