Post Quickies
After a long long while, I'd been staring at my blog with a long heavy sigh, wondering if I ever will update it. So, once again, I'll make it quick before I lose my muse.
As the final days of university comes close by, I can't help but get lazier with every second. Hours and hours are just flushed away looking into the screen of the monitor randomly surfing and reinstating my place in the cyberspace universe, while neglecting my presence in actual reality. Alot of people wondered where have I disappeared to, including my parents, and I can't say much about it. Either I'm at the Jinperor's Palace constructing armies or simply locked away in the apartment, doing things that I've always enjoyed doing with my own personal space.
Should I blame myself for wanting solitude? On the weekends, I'm busy with the many lives of a gamer. On the weekdays, I'm busy with the life of a engineering student, and a struggling artist. I feel confident that what I'm doing right now in my art is like a parachute for incase I loose the thrill of life. But lately, I can sense the overwhelming sense of discontent with everyone elses lives from the working world. Fear of me getting it? Yes, I believe the time might actually come.
Hamsa: You're a creative person. You get bored with something very soon after you create it.
Can't say how true that sounds machaman. Tzeentch's ideals appeal to me because of the concept of everchanging, and never settling with something.
On a side note, I was approached by 2 lecturers wanting to borrow my voice for public speaking. There were many other things I wanted to do before I leave Uni, but I guess this is one of them.
As the final days of university comes close by, I can't help but get lazier with every second. Hours and hours are just flushed away looking into the screen of the monitor randomly surfing and reinstating my place in the cyberspace universe, while neglecting my presence in actual reality. Alot of people wondered where have I disappeared to, including my parents, and I can't say much about it. Either I'm at the Jinperor's Palace constructing armies or simply locked away in the apartment, doing things that I've always enjoyed doing with my own personal space.
Should I blame myself for wanting solitude? On the weekends, I'm busy with the many lives of a gamer. On the weekdays, I'm busy with the life of a engineering student, and a struggling artist. I feel confident that what I'm doing right now in my art is like a parachute for incase I loose the thrill of life. But lately, I can sense the overwhelming sense of discontent with everyone elses lives from the working world. Fear of me getting it? Yes, I believe the time might actually come.
Hamsa: You're a creative person. You get bored with something very soon after you create it.
Can't say how true that sounds machaman. Tzeentch's ideals appeal to me because of the concept of everchanging, and never settling with something.
On a side note, I was approached by 2 lecturers wanting to borrow my voice for public speaking. There were many other things I wanted to do before I leave Uni, but I guess this is one of them.
