hm... I swear I must have got this from my Mom....


Happy-Go-Lucky. You are a happy person and you
don't let your emotions get to you. You see
everything that's not in a positive light as
not worth messing with and deal with emotions
as they come. You are usually very happy and
probably experience many emotional highs. Enjoy
life.


How Emotional Are You?
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ehh.. sorta fucked.


what fucked version of hello kittie are you?
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I didn't realize that that I'd make a better warlock. Though they make them look quite wimpy at times. Nevermind. I wonder if Dungeon Keeper 3 is going to hit the shelves anytime soon.


Warlock

Warlock
Evil sorcerers, Warlocks are shunned by the overland world and seek shelter and employment in the dungeons below. They crave knowledge, and will gladly ally with any Keeper prepared to allow access to his Dark Libraries.They maybe masters of dark sorcery but are subject to work-stress.This can cause them to attack any none reserching creature who wanders into thier sanctum...,often causeing less than pleasant results.

It's a freakin hot Wednesday afternoon and Ragnarok is hours away from becoming an open beta. Only 12:32pm and I should give a call to Halley to remind him to download it. Meaning he will most probably get the upperhand of being able to use his own account. Dammit. I've been saying that a lot ever since I heard the open beta was coming. The major depression of having to live within the campus and having the internet to be used as a "research purpose" only.

I wanna heal... I wanna feel... Like I'm close to something Real...
I wanna find someplace I've wanted all along...
Somewhere I belong....

I could really use something to fill up my stomach now. Maybe some bakery. Bread.. Mmm.... I remembered this one incident last week where I decided to buy some food from a faraway cafeteria in one part of Uniten. I got myself rice, eggs, chicken and liver. The rice was tasteless, the eggs weren't cooked inside, the chicken felt like it could get up and watlz away while the liver and something white and puffy.

Then I popped a dollar and forty into the vending machines and got myself a crunch bar and a can of milo. *sighs*

*Zil looks into his wallet and finds only 7 bucks left to feed him for the next 3 days. He looks for any other signs of life that could justify a means of feeding him from the camel-skinned thingie only to find a rubber condom, given to him as a jest. Chuckles. Put's it back and drops dead on the computer labs.

"I... Need... Some... Reds...."

XD

Status: In Uniten and Pretty Bored

Have you ever noticed that my blog only gets filled up during the weekdays? Yeah. The idle mind is most definitely the devil's workshop. Ah well. It's the start on the week, which means it's time for me to reflect upon what I did over the weekends and bitch about it.

Just when I thought Wolf Rain was about to reach it's end at episode 12, more plots and twist keeps me hooked to the story. Dammit. Just what does paradise look like? And what did wolves do to that old man? Last Exile was also pretty entertaining and I finished Fruits Basket.

Been having a lot of problems with Tom Clancy's Splinter Cell. The game keeps crashing on my machine about every second you've complete an objective or something. Nice graphics =). The backgrounds look so real! (But the character modelling still can't seem to beat the modelling of Metal Gear Solid 2). Ooh.. The fire effects. O.o

Since we are in the subject of PC games, I can't wait for this Wednesday when Ragnarok returns to Open Beta. Halley and the rest of you guys will most probably get the upperhand since I have to stay here. D:>. Hopefully, this time I can become a more powerful mage. (SS, Lightning, yeah!) and become omniscient in my later levels, going ahead of you guys as I did with my second mage. Still it's going to be a damn bitch to start all over again. It was easy with my second mage because I had a Gladius. Now I have to stick to that stupid BUTTER KNIFE! Ah well. Better than having Gravity letting us down with another delay...

Jin, the link to your story you gave me seems to be broken. Can you have it up? Or e-mail? Oh. By the way, it's "SPELLING" and "MORAL". And the session the other day was more like and interrigation to me.

I've got words to say.
But I'll save it for another day.

Ah... Home sweet home. Nothing like the good music of my collection of mp3s blaring on the headphones. Finally out of my 'cave' but it'll probably be soon when I have to return there and be deprived of good mp3s again. Right now I'd like to express my satisfaction, nothing else to be said.

P.S. Don't worry about the fags. Lately I've been entertained about launching matches to the otherside of the cafeteria with this cool trick Ashwin taught me. =)

Ah... Shit. A whole bunch of blog pasted here was accidently deleted. Now I'm retyping a blog and that sucks.

Anyway, I went over to Jin's blog and laughed my ASS off his results. How the f*** did you get those f***ed up results man?!? BISHOUJO?!!??! XD Why don't you try the Anime Boobs thing. I'm sure you could post something proud over there. j/k.
However, you can count on me to update the fellas on your side. Don't feel too bad if you could get the ciggys and the extra thing that comes with it. If you know what I mean. At least your not in bad terms, right? Once you're bored in the later years after having a few mishaps with other people, you could give a call and stuff like that, right? Give yourself a little burst of optimism and look at the bright side, or ways to correct the situation. It'll make you feel better.

"True defeat only comes when the person admits his defeat" -- Avan, Dragon Quest.

Regarding the tiresome, lonely, and boring life here in Uniten, I just had my job interview and wore a blazer O.o But my mid-terms are coming this Friday and I have another one on BM on Tuesday. Whoa, you don't just learn BM as in grammar and such, but in it's variation. (Bahasa Pasar is an official language in some cases!! "Lu ingat lu sapa? Gua kasi lu idea ciput baru lu tau.") Don't ask. Okay?

It's been pretty boring here lately, which would explain the late blog entry. So I guess I'll wrap it up with another quiz...
Now this one is pretty worth taking. =)


You are cutting


What Self-Mutilation Are You?
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Heh heh heh!! I like this one!!! XD



Take the "Which Anime pet are you?" test!

Here we go again....


You're the smirk,a frown-smile hybrid that's a
little bit cocky and usually associated with
evil or arrogant,but attractive people.You
probably just don't give a damn,but it's
everyone else's fault if you don't because
you're too awesome to have any real faults.


What Kind of Smile are You?
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Yeah... I know. Nothing has changed in the layout. And it's still full of red and black which are difficult to read. Sue me having things to do on a weekend. Okay?

Anyway, since I didn't change the layout, I might as well refresh the visitors of my dimension with a little recommendation of the week. Halley just recently downloaded the new Ninja Scroll TV series and the first episode and it already blew my mind. I'm not sure whether it's me or the constant flow of good animation that makes it exciting, but it's definitely something you Samurai Showdown fans shouldn't miss. The storyline so far, though has some quite cliche style of saving the girl with lotsa secrets destined to save fate kind of thing and the good vs evil theme. And ever noticed that there just has to be a little boy and an old man inside an anime? Heh.
However, the Ninja Scroll has also included all kinds of zany characters and heavy metal music which very much reminded me of Guilty Gear X. All of which I found very entertaining. Which reminds me, is the game out on PC yet?

Asides from that, I also had a good time watching Fruits Basket. Go ahead and laugh. I know it took me very long to watch this anime. And I still have Wolf Rain 11 to catch up with. Back to the subject, I've watch it up till the part where Ayame introduces his cross-dresser's shop to Yuki. I've laughed my ass of several times, remembering I haven't really watched a funny anime ever since being stoned by Excel Saga and Puni Puni Poemi. (Heh heh, even Excel's Seiyuu was inside it as the sweet turned psychopathic Souma Kagura who adores Kyou and the Seiyuu of Nanase Aasu from Puni Puni Poemi as Yuki. Coincedence?). Yeah, a lot of gay jokes going around. But it's still kinda funny. (I liked the part when Ayame demanded to avoid students being caught in a affair, he recommended that everyone transfer all their sexual energies to him XD. No wonder Yuki wanted to skin him and boil him at first sight.) Still, the anime has some excellent drama blended into it, (or should I say the comedy is blended into the drama?) especially the sad tale of Momiji where his mom rejects him and the psychotic Souma Akito who commands all. I look forward to finishing this anime. Can't wait for the weekends. Though I think it's weird since I don't usually watch animes with all the Shoujo going around....

Ah.. The Cyber Cafe. A nice place to surf with the sounds of guns blazing and bullets flying. Not that there's any real targets being shot but it's a more homely enviroment that to Uniten. My PC returned only to have the problem that occured it to STILL be affecting it. Normally, this kind of thing should go down the trash, but hey. I NEED A COMPUTER AND MINE ISN'T WORKING!!!!! Anyway, back to the subject; Stoning in the Cyber Cafe. Me and Saham have suddenly found ourselves registered to E-Zone as their members. Not that I'm ever planning to come back here because of the ridiculous price. But I suppose my membership card would be nice, since my wallet is pretty lonely and could use something to fill the gap at where the cash should be.

Somehow typing out this blog with Otohime's pic at the bottom is quite comforting.

What? What are you looking at? Think I'm some kinda pervert? Hey. I'm sure every single one of you fellas out there wouldn't mind an eye candy or two at the corner of your eye whlile you are busy with your work. Which reminds me that I have the whole day tomorrow to start working on my layout. Have to work on a good font with the words Silent Eden. Um... I think I might just show it rather than to say it.

My blog has been diligently updated now. It seems that I can't go without a day not updating it. I guess that's a good thing. But I seem to be running out of quizzes to take. Can anyone direct me a good anime quiz? And I've noticed that links to quizilla are starting to get broken. This sucks. So I ain't taking any quiz today. Save it for a boring day in Uniten.

Another side note is that Halley's computer is finally fixed. Which means that all the songs that was inside that PC can be restored. Most of all; My Nightmares that reigned Furcadia. Looks like I'm going to make some people's life happy with this stuff. Since I'm going to pass it on.

MUAHAHHHAHAHAA!!!! XD


You like Mutsumi. ~.^ Nice choice. I think she has
the nicest tits of them all. Very cute and
Pretty in her body and actions. Some times bit
of a klutz but w/e


(male) Which Love Hina girl do you like?
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Thanks Jin. I suppose the I would have I'll keep that in mind for now.

Regarding Karate? Let's just say I'm doing a favour for someone and getting to know a few people. Besides? Didn't I mention I have a few new target? Or actually, targetS! I've got a 6.5 who seems pretty interested in me. And then there are two 7.5 where... that... they're 7.5 man!

I got some long story on how the fags are going down to keep you at ease. One of the reason why I thought of powing from the people I mentioned earlier because the fella was a nice enough of a guy to offer me a seat at the food court while I was eating alone. He even turned away when he wanted to start fagging but I said I didn't mind. So I even started to take some from him then.
He later heard about my story from someone else I guess and recently advised me to stop. He ain't handing his fags to anyone anymore so I suppose that's okay. Guess that's all for the secretive update I kept from the blog. I think the last update was more of a confession.



Oh. Just another quiz. This is kinda true in a way....



narcissistic


Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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Dammit. No matter how many times I tried this quiz, I keep getting the same word.


your asshole.


What swear word are you?
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Wooooooooooooooooo Baby. ^_^


You are Vlad the Impaler. The man behind the legend
of Dracula. You hanged your victims, stretched
them on the rack, burned them at the stake,
boiled them alive, but mostly impaled them.
Most of your killings were politically targeted
but sometimes you killed just because you were
bored. Your "reign of terror" lasted
from 1456 to 1462. Estimated numbers of victims
vary between 30,000 and more than 100,000.
Evil Evil man. Fie on you!


Which Imfamous criminal are you?
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Now this is a rather bizzare result. But I think it fits. I guess. I wouldn't mind.


You Have the Power to Turn Things to Stone!


What's Your Magic Power?
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Ah... Stoning in the Computer Labs with some linkin playing around. I think I'm creating some disturbance around here since the denizens of this air-cond filled arena don't usually fidget this much. Alright. I think I'll silence it for a while and take a few quizzes.

Days at Uniten seem to take forever. Although it's been two weeks, I've suddenly found myself joining an MMU debate open? A Karate Club? Teaching a bunch of fellas about my second-hand knowledge on psychology every night? Coming out every night to pow one L&M lights from someone!?!?!?

I think that last question mark would have left certain individuals pretty dumbfounded. It seems that everyone around me is starting to take the death sticks. Heikal just SMSed me saying that he wouldn't mind a shisha now since he started smoking. I asked him why? And he answered "you read me". You ask me? I'm not too sure myself. I'm not sure about myself either. This are probably things that you wouldn't consider me doing. I mean Karate? Where the hell did I get an idea like that?

The truth is I'm so f***ing bored out of my skull. Ever since I got cheated, I needed something to clear my mind (yeah, fags was one.) Not only that, the work around here is starting to build up tension. I need my computer badly because I have to type out some stuff without pissing off the public with music (dammit, silence is noise I tell you.)

Meantime, I had some Ideas in mind of changing the layout for the page. I was thinking of renaming it to Silent Eden. Something I can do once I head back home and start the old photoshop editor and make some cool fonts. My choice of colours are simple. They're usually a combo of two colours. So this time it's going to be white and black. A little bit of snow, if you get what I mean. (My definition of a Silent Eden is a Paradise of Ice. Silent = Icy, Eden =Paradise kinda thing. I almost made a map of it in Furcadia but it turned out pretty boring. So I'll use it as a homepage layout instead.) Besides, I'm pretty sure some of you are getting bored of this layout. (Red and black of Oneiron Fortress. And my favourite colours.) Well, at least I am. I've got lots on my mind now but I think I'll save it for later when I'm bored again.

Hey Jin. Good luck on your smoke quitting campaign.

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Breaking the habit tonight. You are trying to find
the hope thats hidden just beneath the surface.
Take the advice thats right under your nose.
The faith is close, find it in your friends.



Which LINKIN PARK SONG are YOU?
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Yeap. More quizzes. This one is an interesting one. But I wanted Otohime!!!! DX


Naru Narusegawa is the perfect wife for you!


Which Love Hina girl is a perfect wife for you?
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Incidently, I did pass a test where I got Otohime, but that didn't have any pictures. Dang it.

Another day of fun filled lectures and long walks around the campus. Nothing special here. But I think I'd state down a few interesting things I've seen.

One of the things that bugged me all night long last night was the ending of One Piece. I'm sure that there are lots of fans to this amazing, fun and creative anime. It has characters which are prominent to one another, interesting storyline and a somewhat fun and carefree theme. What I noticed throughout reading the Manga is that there are actually fans for Usop. Indeed he is very much of a unique character compared to the shounen Zoro, but I'm suprised how much people can actually get attached to him. My guess is that the entire story might end with him telling the story of the entire saga to Kaya. But who knows?

The full moon was beautiful last night. Would have looked nicer if it was red. =)

Can't get enough of those quizzes can we?

Which Trigun Character are You like?
Takes other quizzes at Newsies Meets Anime...Anime Meets Newsies...


Which Cowboy Bebop Character are You like?
Takes other quizzes at Newsies Meets Anime...Anime Meets Newsies...

Another quiz. Well, this one's just way coming for it. I somewhat expected this.


You're A Villian!
You evil person, you. You have a dark side to you.
Your destiny is world destruction/domination.
Just so long as those pesky heros stay out of
your way.


What Type Of Anime Character Are You?
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I want a computer!!! WAAA!!!!

It's only the second day of the week and I'm getting sick and tired not to be able to bum in my own room. My room is supposed to be my paradise! Everyday it's been coming back and seeing the same ol' four walls and the window opens up to a corridor and more apartments. I've got a few CDs including Linkin Park's latest Meteora right here at my disposal, but I can't cause I got NO FREAKIN SIGN OF TECHNOLOGY!!!!

I really need something new in my life. I've got 6 weeks to go in this boring semester and I wouldn't mind a roller coaster ride somewhere. Rafique, please take us to genting again.... D,:>

Back in Uniten Again. *sigh*

The only computer I can get my hands on is 500 meters away under the hot burning sun. Have a mad 4 hour rush of lectures later and I think I should get some rest now. Besides, I just drove to Uniten with Mom on the other side screaming her head off at each on coming car. No worries though, if she ever says anything funny, I've got the fact that she went into a different car while I was waiting for her at the parking lot. XD

An anime has caught my line of interest! Halley just recently downloaded Last Exile, made by Gonzo, the same fellas who brought us Vandread and Hellsing. I can't really recollect much of the storyline, but so far the graphics are indeed stunning. Imagine a world where there is no ground. Every one travels using huge steam powered gunships or little airplane-like ships called Vanship. The gunships are pretty cool, I must say. Intro's is quite nice too. Though I've only seen the first episode, the story seems to have a lot of potential. Want to know why? Watch it yourself.

hm... I just went through Jin's story and I've suddenly got some inspirations for my own ideas. =)
I don't have any little diaries that I can post a memo inside, so I think I'll just paste some Ideas here.

Prelude -- Colt hits by rock -- Scene in cafe -- Going to the market -- losses maye -- inside prison.

Yeah. That's it. Hopefully all typed out soon and uploaded for a reading pleasure.

P.S. Somehow, Enya's Sail Away gives me a good mood to type out a story on the sea.

Ahh... Home for the weekends. It's been a dull week so far where I did nothing but stone inside the apartment. Had been constantly calling back home so that my Dad would have the computer back from the shops so I can jam to some mp3s and even make some more interesting layouts for my page. Unfortunately, it looks like I'm going to need some sleeping pills to help me sleep throughout the week. The dark rings around my eyes are growing...

Last night however, I got myself a few good puffs of shisha. =) Though I'm still curious on how would a shisha using the coke would taste like as mentioned by Zhin. Besides that I just came back from a cooling drive from Hartamas in Sagar's Wira. Nothing like the Malaysian rainy weather. If only it rained more often in the mornings.

But in the meantime, updates! I got a new target in sights. Details? I think I'll disclosed that for now in fears she might be reading this page. This time however, I'll take the necessary precautions to make sure history won't repeat itself again.

In the meantime, another quiz to enlighten my day. =)


Stoner Bear


Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
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Back in Uniten. *sighs.*

It's too quiet here. I mean WAY too quiet. I could hear somebody whisteling from the 5th floor when I'm in the parking lot. If I'm not mistaken, I just heard a pin drop. Damn I wish I had my computer so I can liven up the scenery with some Prodigy or Fat Boy Slim.

Classes are progressing as usual. I've decided that I should take a foreign language this semester :- Bahasa Melayu!!!

I don't really know why I'm even taking the subject. Maybe I'm just trying to reach that CGPA that I'm aiming for. Besides, trying to juggle Tech-Com in my hands is kinda difficult. Lotsa projects to deal with. Can you believe that I have to explain perhaps something about a Turbo Charge to a people who don't know squat?(Well, actually, they might know more than me, but they're gonna pretend as if they're jittering baboons and I'm a rocket scientist, nuff said.)

The weather here is so hot that my skin colour could turn from an eskimo-pale into a native african-fried. The heat is extremely unbearable. I wish I had a car here. Hopefully this weekend I can get hold of the Kelisa (Malaysian Mini car. Would look cute if there was a hot babe inside it.) Looks like I have to gain Dad's confidence....

Oh... Some interesting test that I decided to take on. I like the results. =)


Shrooms.
Star light,
star bright,
what images will I see tonite?


Which drug should you be hooked on? [now with pictures]
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Damn. Only a few days left till I have to go back to the Uni. On Friday I'll be going to visit Terrenganu, which means tomorrow will be the last chance for me to get shisha. *sighs* I really could use that now.

I think I have to take back on what I said about freelancer. After a while, I seem to have lost interest in the game. Back to the usual stoning to the mp3's for me. It's not as addictive as I thought it would be. Looks like I have to remove a shisha bong from it's rating I gave earlier.

Besides Freelancer, I've also managed to get Metal Gear Solid 2: Substance from Low Yatt. The graphics are, of course, one of the most thrilling I've seen so far ever operated on my PC. But even with a Geforce 4200 Ti, this thing LAGS! GAWD! (I think I can hear Adrian and Yippie laughing somewhere in the backfground.) But I'm impressed to the fact that they've finally come up with a DVD PC game. I'd say this is definitely the first DVD game I've heard off/played. Tough the cover says it was originally intended to be put on the Xbox. hm... I wonder if DOA Volley Ball challenge will come on PC. ACH TUNG!